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Etemenanki

by Kate Koenig

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1.
I was born in the fall of '76 And the spring of 10,000 B.C. I was lining the ocean with fossils When you sang me the first lullaby When do I get to be me? While you were singing I dreamed of something new Love was much stronger there While you were singing I saw my life in you Why was I wiser there? When you told me that love was the mother tongue I spoke with it all that I knew When do I get to be me?
2.
I like to say you're not real, but I know I am You like to say I'm not real, but you know you are I'm just afraid I won't be there waiting for you You're just afraid you won't be there waiting for me Please, please see me clearly Please, speak a language that is new So I may see myself in your eyes Once, once I was blind I felt your braille beneath my feet Where have you gone Between the lines of the fabled and the weak? All, all of this time, has it been ... I've been here before, yeah I've been here before Trapped within this immortal rhythm I've been here before, yeah I've been here before Trapped within this immortal rhythm I've read all the myths I can't read anymore Why is everything so frail? In your hands, I am whole A fresh suit for mourning I'm just afraid you won't be there waiting for me You're just afraid I won't be there waiting for you Please, please in your eyes, Please show me there, I cannot know Myself without, reflection seen I am just gone Shadow of the dust, into the air I'm disappearing into ground Yes, yes I have been here before Yes, yes I have been here before Ah ...
3.
Etemenanki 04:42
You tell me dear, I deserve to sleep in the shadows At the foot of your temple dear I've slept before these outer walls Praying to Jupiter To relieve me of myself Jupiter, Jupiter, under your reign I'm crying, don't you hear my name? I told you, dear, of the time when I became broken At the foot of your temple dear Yes, I've slept before these outer walls Dreaming of your chariot Drawn by four horses with poison in their mouths Wielding flood and fire behind you Rewarded by the gate to God Rewarded by the gate to God Rewarded by the gate to God I'm returning to the city where I was born So I can live my past Away from all your written power That you may let your slaves toil Build to the sky, the tower of your sin Marduk, I am just a broken woman On fertile land I'm crying, don't you hear my name?
4.
Oh, how I've loved you Oh, how I've loved you I am just a vessel within I am nothing beyond my skin I'm lost between the water and the stone I'm lost between the water and the stone You and I are nothing I'll find myself in others I'm blinded by what I know to be real You and I are nothing So you tell me in your dreams Oh, how I've tried to stay awake You and I are nothing So you tell me in your dreams Oh, how I've tried to stay awake I don't know who I am without my shame I don't know who I am without my shame I don't know who I am without my shame I don't know who I am
5.
When I left the tabernacle You stopped me on my way Your eyes done up in pink and green There were voices in the rain Soft in what they had to say They were telling me Of the brotherhood they'd seen And what was left of me As I called to you My voice came in strong And I was freed of every bondage of my will You were sweet but resolute As you offered me your hand And as we shed our sense of selves We fell to stone As we shed our sense of selves We fell to stone I am not held to you As you are not held to me My power comes from you and you alone And the stories of our souls Your death became real The death of fantasy Don't leave me to bury you Alone Leave me behind In this catacomb
6.
Interlude 04:00
7.
This dream 06:34
When this dream should end Will it be nothing more than the end of a dream? Nothing more than the dream that it's been Is it right for me to tell you If you keep me waiting any longer Is it right for me to see To see you with love? Is it right for me to keep this memory of This dream Or will it be, just what it means to me When this dream should end Will it be more than the end of a dream? More than the dream that it's been Is it right for me to tell you, then If you don't keep me waiting any longer Is it right for me to see To see you with love? Is it right for me to keep this memory of This dream Or will it be, more than it means to me
8.
And in my head, the scene is never-ending The one without you on the screen And I'm the only one who knows the ending And all of the roles are played by me I'd much prefer to believe in my own innocence Of driving all my actors insane And while I'm lying in a bed of hope and charity Torn and flayed by a god manmade Torn and flayed by a god manmade And only then did a peace come o'er me When I finally could not find myself in you And stripping off the script on the boiler plate Did I believe in a flesh that was new Did I believe in a flesh that was new And in these walls; they are hollow and lonely I'm making friends with a voice inside my room And it's laughing in a theater of my memories Yes, I believe in a flesh that is new Yes, I believe in a flesh that is new Yes, I believe in a flesh that is new
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Variation 1 04:37
If it wasn't for the sands, I'd have left long ago If it wasn't for the clouds and the rain If it wasn't for the thousands of cracked leaves in the fall Their broken skin reminds me of my own But I tire of the wind, and its elusive grasp That whispers through the mountains I have listened But every stone is worn In this river bed No skin beneath the waves I've nothing left to save Apple orchard that was my home Deer-eaten fruit in the grass And that garden grown on love and loam You and I could grow in kind Beyond this garden I have known You and I could grow in kind Beyond this garden I have known If it wasn't for the sun, I'd have fled from this time But I've held on to something unknown And if it wasn't for the trees, I'd have left long ago But every stone is worn In this river bed No skin beneath the waves I've nothing left to save
10.
When I'm lost I know Love is but an art Young with ancient stories Here before it's born And when you're here I see A sun and an eclipse Together in one message That's told through broken lips I've seen you in the light I've seen my life in you I said you were a lesson But one I thought was new And what if this was real? And all I've felt was true? Would any of it matter? What would it mean to you? I am losing sight Of the god I thought I knew But maybe I'm just finding A new glass to look through

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released January 31, 2021

Produced, arranged, performed and mixed by Kate Koenig
Mastered by Kevin Ramsay

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Kate Koenig Brooklyn, New York

Kate Koenig is a very hungry experimental folk caterpillar that eats Fleet Foxes’ progressivism and Kate Bush's iconoclasticism and Jeff Buckley’s zeal and Nick Drake’s disenchantment, and is still eating while you read this bio. They are also a fierce advocate for mental health awareness, which comes out in the deeply personal, introspective theater of their music. ... more

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